Saturday, June 25, 2011

Now i know why the vast majority of girls out there constantly yearn for someone who doesn't judge them and will always be there for her whenever she needs her man. It's funny how guys only experience a similar feeling when they grow up huh? I guess boys can rely on one another the same way a girl would to a man. HAHHAHAHAHA it's so funny how i want a girlfriend now but cant afford to because i know how high the risks are of being in a relationship and having it broken at the worst of times. It didn't even need to be an eros level relationship and it left me, well, unable to function. This has truly shown me how weak and fragile i really am when i put too much faith in someone else other than my closest friends and family. But i can always rely on family to support me.

Sure, there's always the possibility of the unexpected happening, but that's not a good thought for the soul no? 'Sides, i can always count on the people to pretend to care for me. HAHA.

I don't know who to trust anymore. Should i trust those who trust me? Or should i trust without limits and open myself to everyone around me? Chances are i'd take the first option cos, well, it's the natural thing to do.

I want to be everyone's friend. But does everyone want to be my friend? Am i annoying? Am i the friend that no one likes in the group? I never really had an issue with people being fake until i came here. Like seriously, the level of bitchiness has gone up from when i was in st gabs and st mikes (although i cant really remember much from then). OH WELLS!

I shall try to manage life as it comes. BRING IT ON YOU PIECE OF SHIT!

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