Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Well, due to the many suggestions of me setting up a blog to kill my boredom (and complaining of how bored i am), i have now set up a blog. But i have a gut feeling that this blog will die within the first half of 2009. Until then, i will do whatever i can that is within my power to keep this blog alive. And please feel free to tag on the tagboard, it really helps when i try to keep it alive and kicking.

I just realised, my blog posts can never be as long as Marco's or Aaron's cos my days aren't really always that eventful. Holidays have given me the chance to search myself for what i really want to do and what i was made for. But i always end up more confused than i already was, which led me to think about unthinkable things.

The holidays have also given me an opportunity to look at my life from another point of view. I used to always beg my mother to let me play soccer with my friends after school or watch a movie with my friends when i was in primary school. When i look at that, and compare it with my current life, i saw how much my life has changed. From being this small, innocent, little boy that always wanted to spend time outside with his friends, to the mature person that now knows what should or should not be done (although not all the time). I see how much trust i have gained and how much freedom i have attained. I see how much larger my circle of friends have. I see how much i have changed physically, mentally and spiritually. But having one's eyes open does'nt always mean it's a good thing. Having more exposure to the outside world has shown me how dangerous the world is and how careful i should be when doing things. But i guess that this applies to everything in life.

I guess every minute, every second in life is a lesson, with exposure as the teacher and the world as a classroom. One moment i can be sulking over what i don't have and the next i can be the happiest person on Earth.

Alright, I guess this ends my first post on sealed-boxes. Stay tuned for updates! :)

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