Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Welcome back, Dylan.
Ah yes. Being back on blogger has it's nostalgic moments, but this return to blogger has brought with it a mission. A mission to success. I intend, with all my heart, to use this blog to reflect on my soul and my very living being. Yes, i am going to use this blog as a mirror and as a platform to propel myself to greater heights, to scale greater cliffs, to fly higher than ever, and to......well you get the picture.
In any case, i resolve to blog every night, be it rain or shine (well it wont make a difference cos i'll be indoors :D), and pen down my day's activities and thoughts. But sensitive stuff won't be posted here. Too sensitive. Sigh.
The past few days have been great though. I find myself focusing better in class, completing assigned assignments and actually FINISHING a majority of it most of the time. But it's still not good enough. I have to pump in more effort and time. Lotsa lotsa time. And that can only mean one thing...one horrible, nasty, painful, gut-wrenching, sickening thing.
Sacrifice.
Many things that have been in my life for at least the past year have to go. Well for now at least.
I can't have lunch before going home everyday, it wastes far too much time and money. Yes, money. I can't visit my friend's homes as often as i did in the past.
Not that i still want to anymore.
I can't play soccer with my friends as much as i did last time and boy, i played A LOT last time. And as i type these next few lines, the vivid memories of my sec 2 classmates and i flood my vision and drag my consciousness to another realm, leaving my fingers to type out what i'm seeing.
I see Jeremy Ow running. Running past Audy whilst skillfully dodging a swift yet futile attempt by Faias to tackle the speeding bull. He dashes into the penalty box and sees an opportunity to take a shot at the goal as i stand there with my legs slightly apart, hands up to my chest, facing outwards, bracing for the impact of the ball on any unfortunate part of my body that Ow might decide to hit. It's at this very moment when Tze Chao comes in and rams the ball away to as far as the eye can see. Ow curses and swears as Chao laughs in triumph while i applaud his comical action that saved my possibly endangered gentials...
Ok back to reality.
Seems to me that all i do nowadays is sigh. But sighing is good. Right? In anycase, i'm still not sure if i should tell everyone that my blog is alive again. I might get an 'Oh really? You sure it won't die again in 2 weeks?' reply, or an 'i know, i read it last night' kind of thing. I guess i'll never really know until i publish this post. Sigh.... Sigh indeed....
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