I wanna get back together.
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I had a revelation yesterday.
I realized that my tendency to avoid conflict and preserve the self has prevented a lot of things from developing and growing.
I guess the things i listed as reasons were more of examples of a bigger issue.
I cannot trust that the support i need will be there in the important times.
And yet i still hope, i still dream, i still yearn.
This is my way of being careful, this is my way of being considerate.
Sucks tho.
I still dont know whats going on. I let you give me a title. I let you do so many things that, if happened back in my early teens, i would've been bound to do something totally stupid and out of line that would have potentially screwed my life up. Sooooooo yeah. Make it clear what you want alright? I'm just gonna sit here and wait.